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My album
Posted on 03/10/2010
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General
- Age:
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23
- I am:
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Man
- Seeking a:
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Woman
- Sexual Orientation:
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Straight
- Country:
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United States
- State / Province:
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California
- City:
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Pasadena
- Last login:
- 2 years ago
In my own words
- About me:
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This will not be your typically self-indulgent summary of activities and occurences in my life. As a matter of principle I wish to save many of you a great deal of time by providing this analogy: If you are someone who draws upon society as the foundations of your self-identity, we will most probably not get along, at least to the level that I would desire.
However, if you are in the minority of individuals able to attain a conscious self-identity completely outside the constraints of society and the material aspects of the world, please do read on, and I thank you for your attention in advance.
At a very early age I began to realize that many of the institutions and foundations which most of us are brought up to believe in are unspeakably and hopelessly corrupt. Human beings seem to have a profound propensity for illusory and biased thinking, and this can manifest internally as self-loathing as well as externally as racism, bigotry and idolatry. Now, this is not to be overly pessimistic but I refuse to ignore my observations when they are right there in front of my face.
From the earliest ages that you can walk and speak you are taught conformity. Standardized education, medicine, a uniform curriculum, an official language, suppression of cultural heritage, you get the picture. I attented the "best" schools and institutions, sat through three years of college at a very expensive liberal arts school, and looking back on it all I can only say that I wish I saw the truth of the matter sooner. The most powerful lessons in my life I learned not from any government or school, but rather from myself in my own research and education. In school you are taught to obey, never to question. The "best" students are simply the ones who are most able to regurgitate the information back to the teacher. Dissenting opinions are thoroughly discouraged.
I believe now that most of what you are taught and led to believe in the society is meant to suppress, and not enable you. If you are a creative person then surely you have felt frustrated just as I have in this regard. There is an entire world of spiritual awakening out there, for those that are listening.
Do you remember being a young child, how in tune you felt with everything? Nature, the universe, you own personal selfhood--all these things which the society standardizes, stamps upon a certain way of thinking, that the material world is all there is and to reject everything else. All the while your mind writhes, trapped within a prison which it can scarcely identify.
So what we have here in the 21st century is basically a thinly veiled police state, corrupt police and politicians, wars funded on both sides by the same banksters--all the while you are deluded from finding your true calling and distracted with material gadgets: computerized phones with a million useless apps, morally bankrupt popular culture espousing esoteric satanism, endless meaningless television programs, completely controlled corporate news outlets which are little more than government propaganda factories, I could go on.
The point is, sooner or later we all need to wake up, sit back and think whether or not any of this crap is even worth it. I find from my own personal perspective that the farther I stray from the bounds of society, the happier I become, and the more fulfilling my life actually is.
I sense this is long enough already, but I will leave you with this: If you think I am crazy and are content with your Iphones and your American Idol, than please leave well enough alone and continue on living the illusion. But if you feel as I do, that there is something wrong with this fake reality which we are lead to believe in, then please do not hesitate to send me a message. Even if we remain only as friends I still think it vitally important that people such as we connect with one another.
- I'm looking for:
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I do not believe in patriarcy and would love to live in a matriarchal society. Probably has something to do with me being sexually submissive. I am often fed up with gender roles and this constant emphasis on what it takes to be a 'man' by some abstract societal definition. We are all sovereign human beings and we can all act as we wish to. I am looking for an older woman because I value experience and would love to learn from yours. Also in my humble experience I have found them to be far more open about their own personal needs and desires than women in my own age group.
Appearance
- Body type:
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Athletic
- Height:
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5' 7"
- Eyes:
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Brown
- Hair:
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Blonde
- Ethnicity:
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Caucasian (white)
Lifestyle
- Smoking:
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No
- Drinking:
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Socially
- Living Situation:
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With pets, With parents
- Social Setting:
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Better in small groups, Social Butterfly
- TV Watching:
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Documentaries, Movies
- Languages:
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French, English
Home and Family
- Relationship Status:
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Single / Never married
- Have Kids:
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No
- Want (more) kids:
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Not sure
Professional Life
- Education:
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Some College
- Employment Status:
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Student
- Occupation:
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Artistic / Musical / Writer
- Income:
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Less than $24,999
Personal
- Religion:
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I'll tell you later
- Attend Services:
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Never
- Political Views:
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Middle of the road
- Sense of Humor:
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Other, Obscure, Dry / Sarcastic, Clever / Quick Witted
- Interests:
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Playing Sports, Gaming, Computers / Internet, Theater, Watching Sports, Reading, Movies, Arts
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