thank u sbrdbnt for ur reply; i'd like to clarify some missing facts and show u some hidden parts of my relationship with her. yesterday, i was completely in the mess cuz i discovered everything two days ago. now, i am a little bit relax and i tell u all facts:
1- she had an ex boyfriend, then she left him and went with another man. when she broke up with this man she asked her ex boyfriend to come to love her and sleep with her. then, she had a second man. she was still in contact with this ex boyfriend during having a relationship with this man! once she broke up with this man, she sent emails to this ex boyfriend asking him to love her and sleep with her. he confirmed in his emails that he is coming, but i truelly don't know what happened later cuz they stay in contact through phone and so on. give me one guarantee that she will not turn me and go with this ex boyfriend?
2- she lied to me once cuz i asked her openly to end up completely with this ex boyfriend cuz i am jealous, SHE SAID OK. then, i discovered that she sent him emails after our marriage to tell him we got married and she asked him to keep her informed about his recent news!
3- she lied a second time when i asked her directly about her past, she said I HAD ONLY THREE BOYFRIENDS and then i discover they were 6! why did she lie? why didn't she tell me the truth?
i am asking why did she marry me????????
please answer these questions cuz i find none at all.