Well here I am, a new young man fresh from nowhere...here to meet and make friends with (and maybe more then friends) with women twice my age. But as much as I want to forge something meaningful with someone older then me, I can't help but wonder if its really the right thing to do or if I'm ready for that kind of relationship...if any kind at all.


Morally at least from my perspective it feels like a taboo or something sexually motivated because I do enjoy the thought of being with an older woman but its not the only reason I have interest. I can see myself dating a woman in her 30s, 40s or even 50s & 60s. Its just hard to do when you grow up thinking its not "normal". I can only imagine the looks on half my families' faces if I brought a 45 year old cougar and told them we were dating. It seems like its meant to be a secret more then it is anything else, but thats just a perspective, I'm sure plenty would disagree hence why I ask here. ^^;


The other issue of course is if I'm worth any woman's time, if I meet her expectations. Not because of looks or personality but but along the lines of my own maturity. Although I do pride myself with having a pretty mature and responsible approach in life, I know I'm still just a kid with kid interests like...videogames and anime, hell I still live with my dad but were more like roomates now since we share bills. Heh...


Both those reasons and a few others are what have always discouraged me from dating anyone older then 25. But I cant help but wonder if there really that valid, if at all. Both the pros and cons always seemed weak hence why I ask here. So any thoughts? (and yes Im aware some of this could make good profile material)