I understand and agree with all of your points, but the thing in my case was, I wasn't looking for anyone. So when I started to fall it was a bit confusing. That's why I joined this site; to know that I wasn't alone
All along I was searching for information that what I was feeling was ok and that there were other people in the same boat as I.
P.S. I love that all you guys and gals are in my boat
