am awful about money. Never had a lick of sense what to do with it or how to earn it. Never had a real job if you know what I mean until I got out of college,. I didn't go to college until I was 32 before that I traveled around the USA and partied just living life. I got married, got pregnant on my honeymoon and my husband died five years later leaving me a widow without an income and still in school with only a social security check to live on. Raising a child on your own is hard and a lot of people put their life on hold while their children are growing up. After another abandonment issue I stopped dating for ten years yep, ten years. Almost my entire 40's which in hindsight was not a good move so, don't totally neglect your social life it might make you a little weird you know kind of like me.

oh and btw awesome job on the house I can't even hang a curtain rod right and that's with a laser level, a drill and me hyperventilating.